Fadin Away

I'm torn up, I don't know just how the f*ck to feel Is time up I hope not, please tell me it's not real It's been rough, I fell off, knees bloody as I kneel Can't get up, got Noone to hold me as I heal I've walked through all the murky water, stood out in the rain I pushed to make it farther and I've smiled through the pain I've battled all my demons, tried to keep em all at bay Internal war is ragin, tell me was it all in vain I feel sore but still smoke, I feel my body strain Can't reach shore, I drift off, I'm sailin through my brain Can't buy time it flies by, I'm countin every grain Can't go back, just let go, it's time to fade away I can hear you callin as I'm lettin go and fadin away The clock is always tickin but I still got way too much to say I can hear you callin as I'm lettin go and fadin away The clock is always tickin but I still got way too much to say Fightin in this battle and I can't run away Clouds start to gather I don't wanna fade away I'm screamin for my queen, seen an image of my grave Can't do it all alone, I don't wanna fade away Fightin in this battle and I can't run away Clouds start to gather I don't wanna fade away I'm screamin for my queen, seen an image of my grave Can't do it all alone, I don't wanna fade away Up and down, been all around, I miss the smilin faces Lost and found in darkness now, I'm broke in many places Can't piece me back together, for so long I've been forsaken Been time and time again I'd fix my heart and you would break it I'm pulled apart by dark and light, don't know if I can take it I sit alone, I'm askin why, it's time I gotta face it When karma bites you can't deny, can't hide it or erase it So when I die it's all my fault that all my life was wasted I gave it all I got, swear I tried to learn my lesson But I blew my every shot, I'm deserving of my stressin But im hopin you might listen everytime my song will play So I can taste my dream a bit before I fade away I can hear you callin as I'm lettin go and fadin away The clock is always tickin but I still got way too much to say I can hear you callin as I'm lettin go and fadin away The clock is always tickin but I still got way too much to say