RIP

I smell death in the air Filled with way too much despair Walking around without a care Too much numbness yeah You killed my mother And my grandfather You took away my uncle and my idols And you killed my cousin that was my bro I woke up Feeling bad as f*ck Like if the air around me was filled with bad luck I noticed that my momma wasn't by my side I opened up my door and I saw the lights My entire family in the living room My aunt calls me over got to talk to you That's when she dropped the bad news You already know what I started to do I remember hearing my Abuelo play guitar And all the trips that we took in his car My uncle was the domino king He was always switching up the scene Me and my cousin playing spy Always running off in the middle of the night Everything used to feel so right Now I'm waking up to hear that you died This shit feels like its deja vu Momma I remember when I lost you There was so many things I wanted to tell you I made a song but I still need to tell you In a dark room your flower bloomed And now it's dying to see you So tell me what I'm supposed to do Tell me what I'm supposed to do Cause the only way that I can see you Is if I kill myself And only then it will be for short seconds As I'm falling back down to hell I smell death in the air Filled with way too much despair Walking around without a care Too much numbness yeah You killed my mother And my grandfather You took away my uncle and my idols And my cousin that was my bro