I'll Be Okay (feat. TJ Nealy)

I'll be fine I'll be okay I'll be okay I'll be okay I'll be okay I'll be okay I'll make it I'll be fine I'll be okay I'll be okay I'll I'll be okay Uhh I feel like 26 I should have lot more  I'm dealing with depression  I've been battling since sophomore  The bridge calling Connecting off unlimited data plans  And I-4 why you are starring at me  You took a lady in front of me  You must be warning something  I hear the sirens but I don't mute them  I see them right in front of me  But at the same time I want them to take me  I've been running from myself so long  I can't NFL shake me  I go further more in these songs  Overthink thoughts watering from mental sinks   Lost queen One a death thing  Two a love thing  Bring her life again Two have heal again  I wish I could bring both back again   Damn  Now I can't see what we'll ever be  Stupid me writing poetry  But never pouring in me Ohh no Empty mindset disconnects you  Bad WiFi chipset  I'm upset starring back at my life  I waste days and nights cuddling with regret  Trying to forget  Suppression  I don't know what I'm doing  I feel we all pursuing future happiness  But the past keeps us glued in  Uncomfortable positions  And that position feels more like a 9-5 working life  Right  I hope I make it past 27  I heard they got a club for it  A pricey membership for a member to ship Into deaths grips  Into waters labeled rip But if I take the trip  I loved you Will see you through another eyes view  By the end of this track you sorta knew  Why my heads unscrewed  From what consumed  Man I left a few tips  I'm sorry  These people are looking up to you as if you're some type of hero There it is People look to me a if I'm some type of hero as if I can save them I just want I always thought if you just normal You don't have to deal with things Cause you don't have to be responsible It's easier to bleed then to the show the blood of being a hero dude You just bleeding in the background where nobody notices you When you're average no one looks to you for anything You escape by in life Wouldn't it be easier just you escaped And no one relied on you I'm saying that's the point of good music If when you open your mouth They listen So why you trying to contradict the literal point of good music I'm telling you I know I can't quit music I know it has my heart I know I had the visions of it And I know no matter what I going to try to do It's going to pull me in that direction It's not a curse But no one is telling you to quit music So do you want a good career or not Or do you not want a career I do I do Terrence I'm just afraid that's all it is bro It's just fear it's So you're scared (I don't know that's why I'm not) Huh So you're scared It's scary So sometimes I do fear that I'm scared to fall in love again I'm scared to fully embrace my craft And I know in my career I'm going to do some side adventures too I know that I know I can do so much I just don't It it really really really bothers me Welp there it is So that's the conversation We've had it We did it I turn 22 tomorrow Oh 22 not not not 27 No the timeline changed Barry did it again