Drown

Moments are priceless People are useful Seconds precious Promise is truthful Lately it's useless To Want what I do best Against all my outlets Feel like I'm used up Fearless be too tough Life has a lesson in Karma for all the brutal Measures Taught me to understand Over indulgence is out of Proportion The ratio has given more pain Damage, death than pleasure Hope is my life raft Faith is a dense float muscles are in rigormortis Feels like I'm sinking slow Take all that you can carry And carry out the message of Necessary change Metamorphosis of course it is Growing pain At the edge of commitment In the end is gain Numb to my surroundings Emotionless Negative energy beings Telling me to just submit and quit Easily swayed to all the darkness in this worlds A mess I'm on a still wavepool of regret The waters motionless Somewhere in the middle Of all the drama I forgot my quest keep faith in my higher power Knowing he ain't forgot me yet Don't let me drown Reflections on troubled waters Start to decieve me Like the man in the mirror Doesn't belive me Self care is putting you first I don't like who I am seeing and the truth hurts Overthinkers break our own hearts before relationships start Either we ignorant to romance Or we too smart I usually fall apart before I find The answers To make whole again Thinking I need a partnership To be content... But when the wind slows and waters stops the flow I look at my reflection and I'm still alone Floating Exactly how long can I keep on holding on? Please don't let me Drown