Growth

Growth has been a process that I've struggled with Forgiving all the folks that I've had problems with Always judging every move I made, my flawlessness Made them rule me out their circle but I'm lawless, bitch Cause I've always been a lone wolf I ain't howling, bitch Ya'll stay wolfing bout my loyalty, ya'll foul as shit Tryna call me out by name, why you keep hauling shit? Fix your vows just to talk shit, make fake promises I don't respond to shit My word is bond, so quit Before I come for- Almost lost it for second but I'm calm now I need some time to pick myself up when I fall down I recognize that I'm submissive and a bit dismissive Grown ups hate it when I'm right, too much egotism When I argue it ain't pride, it's my intuition So don't mention that I'm young, it's called precognitions Cause we done opened up our doors to you Back when living in a trailer wasn't home to you All them times I swallowed pride, I sold my soul to you This is it, the fucking thank you that you claim is fucking owed to you I'd like to thank you for the care provided For all the times you took me in when mom and dad were fighting For keeping me inside the house, I know the streets get violent For always forcing me to read, I guess it helped with writing It made me nice with rhyming Gave me new perspectives Taught me read between the lines, so lies are ineffective Bending words is my profession, so I'm quite impressed with- The way ya'll try to bend yours so you stand corrected I won't fall for ancient ploys, the noise is not affective You can't interrupt my peace, to hate my ears are deafened From this moment moving forward, I won't let ya'll stress me I'll just make ya'll suicidal if you disrespect me That goes for anyone else Right thought, wrong person, I'm not everyone else Watch your mouth if I'm around cause I'm unleashing all hell Hope ya'll feel me, if you don't, bitch it's all written in braille