Dreams of Vermont

Hey, it's me I know things have been tough lately I just want you to know that... I believe in you I always have Someone wake me up, I swear I must be dreaming I rewrote this shit, I know the kid, I know just what he's feeling I been itching since the first grade Told myself by seven be a hero by my birthday Swear it all depends on how you see these things So view it through my eyes for once All these little comments must be draining all my confidence Lie awake in bed but lying deep inside my consciousness Its obvious, I push myself then live to see the consequence Why Sometimes I hate that I'm the way I am Disconnected from reality More than I ever thought I could be Before I ever posted on instagram And so fucking noncommittal I cut it off before we're holding hands I knew this life was mine to make when I made my first jelly sandwich with Peter Pan It's a tall demand I believe in you I always have A lonely bus ride to the place where no one can find him A secret solace where the mind can decide to be silent Never understood, always asking why Countless new beginnings always passing by Please drain the bitterness out of me Haven't spoke in months but I hope that she's still proud of me I'm off the rails Put my mouth where my money is and then I bite my nails Cuz I'm still scared to fail I'm here It got twisted, I'm working without a payoff I got a chip on my shoulder, I never heard of a day off 30 minutes til I takeoff Im probably gonna miss my flight I stare into the distance to remind me it's alright And I got thick skin This music shit demands a tough approach I'm still waiting on apologies from long ago And I might drop it all and call an audible I'm still following the rain to find my pot of gold