Endings

Overthinking I'm not taking the easy way out I'm not sinking, no more Keep on drifting Into a world that I'm calling my own I'm not thanking no one I gotta pick up my things and go I gotta pick up feet and go I cannot think where I need to go So I run away But right now I don't know where to look Or what I'll find when I do With my foot in my mouth while I figure it out Someone tell me if we're making it thru? I'm asking How does this end? How do I make myself believe in what I am? A long winding wasteland leads me to the edge I'll leave my mark on this and meet you at the end Oh, at the end It's no wonder parents tell you it gets difficult It takes the wind right out of your sails and makes you cynical The pinnacle of "made it" Ever seen it in yourself? Honestly I'm suffocating Couldn't make it here myself, ugh Patty cake feels like a day ago For goodness sake I lie awake And pray the lord to indicate which road to take I promise I will make it if I only make it through Look how far we came but there's no telling where me make it to An old friend said I'm a different dude I'm a little less chubby then the boy you knew Less sure of myself and now I'm subject to All the criticism dragging me to somewhere new I gotta pick up my things and go I gotta pick up feet and go I cannot think where I need to go But I runaway But right now I don't know where to look Or what I'll find when I do With my foot in my mouth while I figure it out Someone tell me if we're making it thru? I'm asking How does this end? How do I make myself believe in what I am? A long winding wasteland leads me to the edge I'll leave my mark on this and meet you at the end Oh, at the end How does this end? How do I make myself believe in what I am? A long winding wasteland leads me to the edge I'll leave my mark on this and meet you at the end Oh, at the end Yes, hi Justin Hope you're doing well Just wanted to follow up on my email I know you have an offer out and your deadline was yesterday and I didn't hear from you If you could kindly let me know your decision, I'd appreciate it Thank you, bye-bye