I Can't Win

Scented candle smelling like cinnamon Twisting my words like it's a synonym Still having dreams about the lovely picnics we'd take and I wake up and I'm upset that I'm not living it I don't need nobody else to care for me but we used to be each others' therapy Lately I been looking in the mirror in the bathroom and the face that's staring back at me is scaring me I can't Get you outta my head Too late Forget whatever I said I can't Get you outta my head Too late Forget whatever I'm sorry to hear that you're hurtin You don't have it easy, for certain The person that carries my burdens And carries away I'm just searching for my greater purpose I can't be with you tomorrow The thought will be with me tomorrow Looking at photographs now I can't sleep when I'm down Without peace I can't look past the sorrow And I can't win And I can't win And I still feel the tension all up in my shoulders Couldn't give you my attention cuz I'm getting older You were sitting in my palm just like a Motorola Thought that I could handle now I'm dealing with a taller order Tryna make sense what never made sense Had to part ways and gave a f*ck since You believed in me before I made a buck ten Now I'm sitting thinking all alone up on a park bench I can't Get you outta my head Too late Forget whatever I said I can't Get you outta my head Too late Forget whatever Better me than you I got no attitude I cannot give to you Whatever promises I promised you "I'm mad at you" "I'm mad at you" I'm doing what I had to do A month ago, a year ago I'm tryna get my gratitude up Your friends been gassin you up took you on a roller coaster, didn't fasten you up Knowing damn well that I'd be passing you up I can't believe I'm fucking passing you up And still I can't win And I can't win