September

This ain't me, it's you You know me I don't play to lose Got options but I cannot choose You say you love me you must be confused That ain't me, it's you You know me I don't play to lose Got options but I cannot choose Yeah You say you love me you must be confused Always had a home But never felt sheltered I'm getting older I'm moving different Change in weather Cause I started warm But now I'm getting colder And I'm not sure if I care less or more I'm feeling like I plateaued a while ago Not sure if there's more in store Feels like my ceiling was made from concrete I'm pushing on it But it ain't giving There's no way That I'll change You think you'll always have place Until you find out that they dont want you to stay Mouth's moving but there's nothing to say Your body language speaking for you today It's always the same This ain't me, it's you You know me I don't play to lose Got options but I cannot choose You say you love me you must be confused That ain't me, it's you You know me I don't play to lose Got options but I cannot choose Yeah You say you love me you must be confused It ain't as good is it could be as of late Like when they say that things are great But I'm sure that you'll just let it rock You never think before you talk Emotional above it all Now I'm Stuck between that rock and a hard place I'm blatant with it I never bothered with saving face I'm saying things that should have been said in the first place I built my fortress And I thought that I could keep it in but I'm caving I'm losing patience I'm crossing lines on the borders I ain't safe in But I'm only in positions I've been placed in Oh but you don't really care do you Cause it ain't always fair to you And I put this above all I understand you wanna ball But this shit is uncalled for And I know that I can take it Just don't know if I can make it I'm In love with far from safe things I'm instigating Procrastinating But never faked it I'm negative but optimistic of the problems you've created Shit I Love it then I hate it But I know what I have to do I just need to face it This ain't me, it's you You know me I don't play to lose Got options but I cannot choose You say you love me you must be confused