My Fault

I keep messing up way too much Keep fighting myself and holding a grudge I don't know how long this will last I keep, skipping my breakfast and my lunch I'm tired all day, but at night I stay up Wanna pull the wheel, wanna see what it's like to crash Into eternity And if I even make it there The devil's burning me But is it easier to sink into a Life of the unknown Will I wake up I don't know I keep filling myself with people Why do I feel so alone? All my walls keep talking to me I'm secluded in my home I keep blaming all those around me but The fault is still my own I'm too drunk to think this straight My sobering thoughts come way too late I hate the way that I present myself I keep letting all my good friends down I should've been famous look at me now I'm so behind I need to let myself be free into Eternity And if I even make it there (Woah) The devil's burning me (Yeah) But is it easier to sink into a Life of the unknown Will I wake up I don't know I keep filling myself with people Why do I feel so alone? All my walls keep talking to me I'm secluded in my home I keep blaming all those around me but The fault is still my own I keep blaming all those around me but The fault is still my own I keep blaming all those around me but The fault is still my own All my own All my own All my own All my own All my own All my own All my own I keep blaming all those around me but The fault is still my own Sink into a life of the unknown Will I wake up I don't know I keep filling myself with people Why do I feel so alone? All my walls keep talking to me I'm secluded in my home I keep blaming all those around me but The fault is still my own