Blinded Or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love Myself

Blinded by love, we fell out because The pleasure's a drug, it's never enough As cold as our blood, frozen to the touch We're stuck in the mud, diamonds in the rough Can break under pressure of too much conjecture We argue and argue until we just lessen the Feeling, it changes from healing to hatred I hate that I love you I swear that I hate you I do I hate you I love you I swear that I'm just so confused Tears to laughter, then back into tears We fear accepting it all disappears It could take a minute, it could take a year It could take a lifetime for us just to hear The castle we built made of sand falling down It's destruction we saw told us love don't live here anymore I can't support the weight of these thoughts on my mind It's really got me glued to the floor, washed on the shore Of yesterday's promises telling me you were who I waited for Watered our garden too much and we drowned Can't speak no more I'm haunted by the sound Of silence crawling up and bringing me down Into a cave of thoughts I never said aloud Buried in the ground Blinded by love, we fell out because The pleasure's a drug, it's never enough As cold as our blood, frozen to the touch We're stuck in the mud, diamonds in the rough Can break under pressure of too much conjecture We argue and argue until we just lessen the Feeling, it changes from healing to hatred I hate that I love you I swear that I hate you I do I hate you I love you I swear that I'm just so confused I was running in circles, just searching for purpose Couldn't scratch the surface I thought I was worthless Any every single disturbance in my magnified Blinding my eyes Until one night an angel paid me a visit To shatter me out of my mental prison Her eyes beamed a kaleidoscopic prism Into my heart and I felt my spirit lifted She whispered, this hatred for self it will tear you apart There's no one else around to spare you a heart So take better care of the one that you've got You're a god, act accordingly If you don't love yourself you can't afford to be The lover of another human being Where feelings just seem to be fleeting Love never really leaves, and this knowledge is freeing Breathing out the problems of the past Healing wounds you never noticed you had So I took this path and I never looked back