Distortion

Just who do you think that you are? Do you think that you're special? That you're going to amount to something? You think you can defeat your demons? Distortion, distortion, distortion Sometimes I can't see what's important But the forces guarding my soul is enormous So I have no fear Seems like I got the demons in my rear Though objects in the mirror closer than they appear My mind playing tricks on me Lonely, but only when around all my homies Sometimes I just need that sweet solitude She hit me up I ain't in the mood Don't wanna bother you with all my problems Rather solve em by myself I know that's bad for my health That's cold love The warmth that's created is fleeting Up in smoke and blown all away with the seasons Could that be the reason for internal bleeding Drown it all out with some shots on the weekend It weakens emotional states til I feel robotic Computed responses to toxic people with some evil intentions I let em in consciously blind to the sedatives Sleeping on logic and reason Blurred my reflection what do I believe in I shouted on top of a mountain Man, what is the secret? Just to hear the mirror in the sky repeat it I'm on a quest for nothingness Down rabbit holes of lucid dreaming Fighting with empty bottled loneliness Still fearless in the face of demons Distortion, distortion, distortion Sometimes I can't see what's important But the forces guarding my soul is enormous So I have no fear Open my soul into the atmosphere Inner space ride to the final frontier Damn, looking at the dusty purple sky It's reflecting impurity in a fool's eyes Eulogize my second nature, it ain't safe to open up In a world full of closed books, Those looks I get hard to forget It's an egocentric habit worrying bout my status Open ballot voting on my talent, f*ck! The ultimate paradox, we so closed off But we need each other How do I reconcile that with these walls up Toss up between war and peace Need more balance less madness These visions got me lost in wonderland Alice please save me Cause lately I feel like I'm going crazy Running in place on a carousel One side is heaven, the other is hell Blurred out, which is which? I can't tell