Laugh at Me (Live)

Hello ladies and gentlemen! We are very happy you came out to the circus this evening Are any of you feeling sad or depressed? Well you're in luck! Come check out our favorite clown, J-RAA! Welcome to the circus this is my show Got my face painted, got my smile on And my eyes low, now Can everybody hear me? Can everybody feel me? This the only way to heal me I don't even know the real me I'm a spectacle to behold Watch me like I'm Evel Knievel Clap for me and feed my ego Somethin' that I desperately need so I don't put a bullet in my motherfuckin' brain My bad, did I let that slip? I meant don't go insane Laugh at all my jokes and shit Smile and just say "Adda kid" I am your entertainment Make sure that you never quit You'll be happy I can assure I can assist you with my words No more pain, no more insecure Here's my number you can refer I am here to help You ain't by yourself Happiness I sell Get you outta Hell Lock me in your cell Use me as you will Everybody laugh at me I'm the one you came to see I can be your remedy When you can't find any glee I will sacrifice myself So I can see you do well All my needs can go to Hell I just hope that I don't fail Everybody laugh at me I'm the one you came to see I can be your remedy When you can't find any glee I will sacrifice myself So I can see you do well All my needs can go to Hell I just hope that I don't fail My time's almost up y'all Hope you're havin' a ball Hope you're smilin' Rudd Paul Hope your sadness run gone Tears are painted all up on my face No one thanks me But I'm the one you can't replace I can fake Everything you see up on the surface Gas no brakes On the outward energy I win the race I'm no Tay-K but So long! Good night! You aight? Hold on! Hang tight! I'll be right Witchu I can save your tears, ain't no Abel near I will hold 'em close and dear, I am always here 'Til the day that I explode, I will give you hope All your darkest thoughts I hold, rotting my own soul I can't help no mo' Demons took control I am all alone Down inside my hole You're all happy though That's one thing I know Everybody laugh at me I'm the one you came to see I can be your remedy When you can't find any glee I will sacrifice myself So I can see you do well All my needs can go to Hell I just hope that I don't fail Everybody laugh at me I'm the one you came to see I can be your remedy When you can't find any glee I will sacrifice myself So I can see you do well All my needs can go to Hell I just hope that I don't fail Everybody's gone Circus is all done I took their frown on My old smile was drawn Crawl into my bed Now real tears I shed All the shit I said Don't stay in my head My supply ran out I'm not smilin' now In liquor I drown Sorrows force 'em down Circus back around I'm a perfect clown Everybody laugh at me I'm the one you came to see I can be your remedy When you can't find any glee I will sacrifice myself So I can see you do well All my needs can go to Hell I just hope that I don't fail Everybody laugh at me I'm the one you came to see I can be your remedy When you can't find any glee I will sacrifice myself So I can see you do well All my needs can go to Hell I just hope that I don't fail