Live From My Closet (Live)

Live from my closet Never woulda thought that I'd be with the bosses Hangin' with the rawest It's a lot to process When you in the darkness Don't care what the cost is Even in my coffin Don't care if they like this I'm just tryna digest All this pain in my chest If I don't I might just No, stop thinkin' like this Gotta fight like Tigress I don't need a license Pour the pain out my pen I'm a rose that's boutta blossom Never tryna be rock bottom My lines are like bombs no Sadam I'm about to pass up all 'em Homies be like "Yo you awesome" But I can't shake off the thought of People sayin' "Yo you garbage" All them trolls I can't acknowledge This life gonna be a movie Ain't no has been I'm a to be 'Member I was catchin' cooties Back then I was nothin' to these Bitches now they show they boobies I ain't gonna take no oopsies I'ma be a shinin' ruby Lord I know that is my duty Look, like I know that I'm not a God send Or any- or anything like that, y'know? I just, I-I wanna make an impact I wanna be the one the people go to To help them feel happy, y'know? F*ck it Lay down the next verse Not just tryna chase the money I just wanna live Maybe if I get that money I can buy a crib I'm just tryna help my buddies by theyself some din' I know I be soundin' funny when I talk like this Who am I to think that I'ma make it to the top? Opposite of SAINt JHN I don't really need a yacht People can't control me because I am no robot Ain't no 21 but I know that this gon' take a lot Outta me undoubtedly and I might lose a part of me Honestly don't wanna be just used for someone's shoppin' spree Gotta be a prodigy and ain't nobody stoppin' me Flawed I see don't copy me because I might just flop and be Nothin' to these wack clowns But I'll never back down If you wait you'll find out Make it out the trap house I ain't gonna lay down I ain't gon' be background Gettin' bitches hype now This a sport I try out Ain't no baseball Star like Akon Tech N9ne I'ma peel off my old skin like face off Ain't no fake talk I won't play god Promise I'ma lay down more than just some lame bars I won't be the new Kendrick If I do then that's sick Tryna help the people that just wanna end it Leave 'em with a love message Heal the scars on the wrist If I don't then maybe they'll just try to give it up quick Look I've been through Hell and back Y'know? Like I I tried to kill myself last year There's no darker darkness than that But look where I'm at now You can be happy too Trust But I won't stop You can f*ck off Don't need blowjobs To know I'm on top Feel like Feiton Opps won't last long Insecurities gone I'ma rep my block Ain't no chess pawn I'ma take on All you fuckas Blood is what you cough All of y'all were taught To treat me like a crop That is what I'm not You can call me RAA