Through the hourglass

Take a look through the hourglass How much time seems to fucking pass Praying I don't ever see the past again Gloomy days, I pray to see the sun again Pray my demons never come out and play Trying not to cast my life away Trying not to cast my life away Trying not to cast my life away Medicating all my motherfucking problems I can't seem to catch a break Constantly have to increase the pace at which I'm medicating At the rate I'm going I'm feeling drowsy, feeling really lousy Feeling like I'm losing all control When these demons start to take a hold of me, It's like a vice grip on a ship about to tip Take another hit, sinking faster than a Titanic So take a look through the hourglass Guess I should've went to fucking mass Praying I don't ever see the past again Gloomy days, I'm gonna have to sin again Take a look through the hourglass Think I should've went to fucking mass Praying I don't ever see the past again Gloomy days, I'm gonna have to sin again I pray my demons don't come out and play Just trying not to cast my life away Trying not to cast my life away Trying not to cast my life away Sometimes you just feel so numb But every once in a while The sun will shine just to see you smile I just wanna let you know it takes time to grow From All the pain and the hurt that you feel Don't give up, I know it feels so surreal Don't let the devil make you a deal So take a look through the hourglass How much time seems to fucking pass Pray I don't ever see the past again Gloomy days, I'm gonna have to sin again Take a look through the hourglass Guess I should've went to fucking mass Praying I don't ever see the past again Gloomy days, I'm gonna have to pray again Pray my demons don't come out and play Just trying not to cast my life away