Wonder Why

Wonder why it’s so hard to change Wonder why this life is full of pain Wonder why these people play me like a game But at the end of the day they always gone change When I’m the only one who stays the same I just wanna be six feet under in da grave My life been hard I been In the rainy days If I fucked up your life it’s cuz mines the same I’m sorry that’s all I can fucking say F*ck the photos no need to put em in a frame I live in this life where I ain’t tryna catch a case But don’t test me I ain’t scared to catch a case Pain started back when I was only 12 Went into state custody shit was living hell I got shipped place to place like I’m fucking mail No father figure nigga abused me he should be in jail I know I ain’t perfect in this life so just listen Nobody perfect but I’m asking for forgiveness Tryna change my life but I’m stuck in da trenches Ain’t had no love but f*ck it yeh you know I ain’t tripping Try to pray to god to save me but I don’t think he listens Im tryna make it out no need to brag I know I’m gifted It’s like a demon took my heart out and fucking ripped it I’m a demon yeh I got a mind of a menace Wonder why it’s so hard to change Wonder why this life is full of pain Wonder why these people play me like a game But at the end of the day they always gone change When I’m the only one who stays the same I just wanna be six feet under in da grave My life been hard been In the rainy days If I fucked up your life it’s cuz mines the same I’m sorry that’s all I can fucking say F*ck the photos no need to put em in a frame I live in this life where I ain’t tryna catch a case But don’t test me I ain’t scared to catch a case Hard to trust cuz people was fake like a fucking hoax Hurts cuz I’m real imma always stay ten toes Smoke my pain away with the mother fucking dope I’m lost in life I give up I ain’t got no hope Just wanna die maybe one day I’mma overdose I ain’t sucidal but Im In a dark place and its cold God hasn’t answered so I don’t know where to go If I ever said I need u i put it on my soul I feel people give up and walk out and that’s what I know Neva get to attached cuz they gone tell u to go Tryna go back but they had they doors fucking closed I live in hell I feel that’s the place that I know Wonder why it’s so hard to change Wonder why this life is full of pain Wonder why these people play me like a game But at the end of the day they always gone change When I’m the only one who stays the same I just wanna be six feet under in da grave My life been hard i been In the rainy days If I fucked up your life it’s cuz mines the same I’m sorry that’s all I can fucking say F*ck the photos no need to put em in a frame I live in this life where I ain’t tryna catch a case But don’t test me I ain’t scared to catch a case