Carry Me

God I can't do this on my own I need help Lately I've been feeling small like no one could hear me yell (Yell) And it's crazy cuz a couple weeks ago I felt connected To your love but now all that I can feel is neglected (Neglected) Man, feels like I a ton of bricks are on my shoulders (Shoulders) And everyday they multiply and I just keep falling lower (Lower) Satan attacks wit lies and deceit From the closest ones to you not always your enemies (Your enemies) Ya see that's been getting to me lately (Lately) And honestly I've been deceived greatly (Greatly) So insecure and so lazy (Yeah) I don't feel myself anymore it's crazy And I just found myself in you God Like, I just made my faith my own it's so odd (So odd) I even let go of my job so we could bond And now it's so hard to even try to get along I feel like I know wrong but no matter what I do It feels like the opposite of getting closer to You And it hurts. I've felt this way before Separation is the worst (Separation is the worst) Sometimes I yell to sky with a balled up fist Feel like the world hates me more than they did Chris I'm just doin what I can to live a life that's righteous Mama always said that there will be days like this (Ahh) But I been feelin low these days Heart is gettin cold each day Lord I just wanna see your face I just wanna see your face (Yeah) Please come rescue me I dug a hole too deep that I can't climb They say seek and then you will find Peace in the One Divine Lord so here am I Humbly broken before your presence This my dm to the heavens I pray that you get the message I'm just asking for your blessing I'm sorry I need a second Cuz sometimes I feel a disconnect Like I'm the only talking and haven't listened yet Like a wall conversation and I'm sick of it (Sick of it) Everything I do feels so dissonant Father can you help right now I know you're listenin (Listen) I keep tryna hit the target but I end up missin it (Missin) Kissing up to society and everything in it Hey young world, it's been a minute (Minute) All of my biggest fears are on a loop I've been going thru the motions fallin farther from you I know your eye is on the sparrow so you're watching over me Still can't believe how much my life has changed since I was a teen (Teen) You had my back since day one even when I don't deserve it And I know that You take care of all your servants So God I mean no disrespect, I come from a place of humility to repent (God I'm sorry) I can't even doubt that You want the best for me Cuz You always got me with my needs You provide wind for the seas (For the seas) So I know that you can carry me (Carry Me) Sometimes I yell to sky with a balled up fist Feel like the world hates me more than they did Chris I'm just doin what I can to live a life that's righteous Mama always said that there will be days like this (Ahh) But I been feelin low these days Heart is gettin cold each day Lord I just wanna see your face I just wanna see your face Sometimes I yell to sky with a balled up fist Feel like the world hates me more than they did Chris I'm just doin what I can to live a life that's righteous Mama always said that there will be days like this (Like This) (Ahh) But I been feelin low these days (So low) Heart is gettin cold each day (So cold) Lord I just wanna see your face (Whoa) I just wanna see your face (Yeah)