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I got back on my meds Haven't drank in weeks I called my mom I took a shower I'm matching my socks Got myself to a dentist Think I may finally Get my shit together And nobody's lookin' Nobody's lookin' Nobody's lookin' Nobody's lookin' Nobody's lookin' Nobody's lookin' Nobody's lookin' now Well the pills don't hold I reopened my tabs Rolled myself door to door Screaming at God With bile on my hands Sleeping in a puddle In the promised land And everybody's lookin' Everybody's lookin Everybody's lookin' Everybody's lookin' Everybody's lookin' Everybody's lookin' Everybody's lookin' now Everybody's lookin' now Everybody's lookin' Everybody's lookin' Everybody's lookin' Everybody's lookin' Everybody's lookin' Everybody's lookin' Everybody's lookin' Everybody's lookin' Only when you f*ck it up, But you can't help but f*ck it up You always f*ck it up You always f*ck it up Feels like everybody's lookin' At you all the time Every day feels like Everybody sees you Sees you Sees you Sees you Sees you Sees you Everybody sees you Sees you Sees you Sees you Everybody's lookin' now This is the afterbirth of a moment I swore you'd never catch me growin' I guess we never really stop Yeah, this is how it always is I'm sorry you had to be here for this But now that we're here Can you see me through The mess I make? The mess I make