All I Need

Times are stressful, waiting for something monumental to climb On the mental, don't want to depend on the ganja to keep Calm and restful, I suck as Superman so quest for peace ain't Flopping gentle, the kryptonite is being broken hearted, Consequential, toll on my brain, drove me insane from shaking Off my devils, trying new strains to numb the pain, they scraping Off my petals, a rose damaged, trying to save myself, Soundscape stripping away burdens to naked shell Let's bring it back before the days of who's signed next Before the game became a popularity contest The art of rhythmic talking like your deep and beyond debt When going for broke meant more than getting shit off chest Call it complex, wordplay's where the heart's at When bull catches the eye, I gotta stay on target Hard to market wordy puzzles for remedies But honestly it's the only thing helping me find some inner peace I love the ladies but they're not "all I need" Dollars need making but that ain't "all I need" Weed gives me relief but that ain't "all I need" Just give me music and some peace and that is "all I need" I love cars but that ain't "all I need" Houses that's large ain't really "all I need" Want to travel but I feel "all I need" Is a chance for me to heal, that is "all I need" Lashed out my aggression, been borderline too offensive But also afraid to show the roots of my true depression No voices in my head, but with myself, have conversations Trying to tell myself every day, I'm worth saving The thoughts hurt brain, confidence unreliable When being yourself means being labeled maniacal Touchy subjects, wish I had a Midas hold Yet it helped in trying to keep striving til the vitals go Wish my great abuela seen how much I have grown And every bit of strength gained with each line I wrote The devil tried to call for me but got the dial tone For angel's in the underground shit on top his vile throne I was asked to keep personal biz to myself I said telling my stories is giving me the right help If peeling layers on ya now makes you cry, recognize It's just a taste of years of pain gained from life That's why I love the ladies but they're not "all I need" Dollars need making but that ain't "all I need" Weed gives me relief but that ain't "all I need" Just give me music and some peace and that is "all I need" I love cars but that ain't "all I need" Houses that's large ain't really "all I need" Want to travel but I feel "all I need" Is a chance for me to heal, that is "all I need"