Loopy

My mind's spinning, my mind's spinning, it won't stop My mind's spinning, my mind's spinning, keeps goin' My mind's spinning, my mind's spinning, it won't stop Yo Everyday's the same, got the brain on a loop First second, joyful bliss, next, aim glock and shoot Wants to kill himself then the same thoughts go poof A sex fiend yet never banged prostitutes All they know's the foot fetish, that ain't all you'd do Last girl, worshipped body, but face blocked from ooh Still you made her swoon but the same thot vamoosed Can't hate her though cuz she helped you make plots to move Pain away from onto you, skip to the phase and marvel you Labeled you strange, they dock the truth Drove them insane like Dormammu They hear what you want to do and say impossible If you ask me, I'd say maybe they do not know you Next day noggin goofs, "what you say I gotta do?" Memory elapsed, vagueness plague follows through Call it mental illness or a brain obstacle Staying strong even when your friends put pain onto you So you… Try to better self, main obstacle Harder than you think when the brain's on a loop Anxiety, got the brain on a loop Depression, got the brain on loop Try to better self, main obstacle Harder than you think when the brain's on a loop Mania, got the brain on a loop Repeated trauma, got the brain on a loop Relationship's a broken record, played on a loop Went from having chemistry to shit stain on their shoe Features from you had your peers dazed by the moves Not many can keep up, so retained solitude Never thought of thyself made laudable Took years to make pain and flame audible Some went mainstream, you remained raw and cool Over years, became wise enough to shame all you fools What you call crazy, he would say's farcical Even when not fresh, words still aeronautical Gets messages saying you're made cognoscible Even blind men can see, need no framed monocles We don't think alike, brain remained hot and cool We are different frequencies, thy can phase through all of you Creativity and wordplay, volatile While these motherfuckers still remain caked in autotune So you… Try to better self, main obstacle Harder than you think when the brain's on a loop Anxiety, got the brain on a loop Depression, got the brain on loop Try to better self, main obstacle Harder than you think when the brain's on a loop Mania, got the brain on a loop Repeated trauma, got the brain on a loop My mind's spinning, my mind's spinning, it won't stop My mind's spinning, my mind's spinning, it won't stop My mind's spinning, my mind's spinning, it won't stop My mind's spinning, my mind's spinning, keeps goin' My mind's spinning, my mind's spinning, it won't stop My mind's spinning, my mind's spinning, it won't stop My mind's spinning, my mind's spinning, it won't stop