No Tomorrow

"There is a way that seems right to a man But for him, there's only death in the end Even in laughter, the heart has sorrow And in the mind of a man, there's no tomorrow" Guess a pessimist inside Despite effort getting therapy, the mental health declined When your inner me is an enemy, no energy to fight You can deaden your expressions, but the pain will never hide Something really ain't right Worse than feeling stage fright Memories turned nightmares, soul to kill in plain sight Damned by the fantasies, wishing it would fade like Darkness lowering by increasing daylight Take flight, the high will make it vanish Used to abuse you, why still take advantage? C-PTSD, thy can make it manage Affects all your loved ones, price you pay, titanic But you stand it, never had a chance to get romantic Try to hold your heart, couldn't plan to stick your hand in Want a kid and wife? Better abandon what you planning Long as you stay quiet, don't get manic when you panic "There is a way that seems right to a man But for him, there's only death in the end Even in laughter, the heart has sorrow And in the mind of a man, there's no tomorrow" Should've known what they did to you was wrong but you didn't Stolen innocence under control of other children But at - shouldn't be alone in beginning With a r- looking fully grown, when she isn't Then again, it was pleasant, permission granted to heaven Didn't try to fight you, playing doctor, innocence beheaded Never even fretted, sanity neglected But how can I blame you? You were only seven Yet she continued, what did you expect? Wanted you to lift her shirt up every moment she's erect Kept it going to your teens, brainwashing you to death Came prematurely prior puberty effects Didn't think to speak up, never got apologies Ruining the life of what could've been a prodigy Now dreams involving her, silently you got to scream "She's like my b****, why is she on top of me?" "There is a way that seems right to a man But for him, there's only death in the end"