Say Aah

I'm honestly a modest person, though I'm honored, the compliments a burden Sometimes, mainly because my heroes don't know I'm a person The plotted inkblots jot my words in But not talkative unless the mouth has coffee inserted Past albums a journey to rock-bottom, Been hurting from blocked confidence, yearning to stop thoughts of me Turning the glock on me, concerning my mom constantly, Urging to crop dauntlessness, scourging, atop, thoughts to quit Profiting off nada but poverty's non grata But wanting it won't stop to solemnly cause problems Try to keep your soul from rotting like manzanas Growing up in why you sling 'cotics or job hopping I gotta be nonstop, I'm not monetized But quality won't drop til moi's fossilized Bars a scorched mic drop, so I caught a rise Getting sicker every day, immunocompromised Saw a sign asking for a wordy homicide Wrote my name on it, scribed "worry less, I'm on your side" I ain't trying to get a prize or a flood of ice I just want to be able to answer mama's cries If you don't know where I'm going with this, nor do I I just know my random thoughts leave them mortified This ain't a freestyle either, this is all the mind Think about that next time you call this, "just a rhyme" Words represent going through hell in a bottomless Pit as cutthroat as Sweeney Todd and his bitch 'Cause all I meets pious to dollars and cents Yet all of 'em thrift, I'd rather just box them like gifts Miniature monolith, modern David dropping Goliath pricks Stepping on their own land mines, spouting a crock of shit Me against the world, left in bloody moccasins Defenestrating commentators like they did common sense Which ain't been common since the dawn of this apocalypse Of fraudulence that y'all convinced the populace that all are sick Pulling from pile of tricks, pushing their politics Decreasing human value, increasing arguments Which leads to violence, so f*ck your policies You say diversity, I say equality Whites say "black lives matter" so I must ask Why you burning businesses black people start from scratch?? Apart from that, you don't ask what the problem is Assume you know our cultures 'cause you're brainwashed from colleges And media, yet you refuse to acknowledge it Racism emerges when you point out color of our skin F*ck Chelsea Handler, f*ck Joe Biden's bitch F*ck the president for every racist comment said F*ck the whites who don't know truly who Kamala is Because of you I don't usually talk politics After bottling so much it's hard to stay calm No rebuttals, you just claim what I say's wrong Want me vaccinated so you have a safe zone Like experiments on Boricuas never took place? nah… I'm not the type for predators to prey on They are not Gods, they are pussies I can take on Who've oppressed the beige, browns, and blacks since day one There's your mouthful motherfucker, say ahh…