Me, Myself, & I

I remember days I would only get by Cuz My pride I ain't, have no money But I damn sure had a roof So I kept my broke ass inside Like my feelings that I seem to hide At times, I would cry In the shower felt like endless hours Wonderin' how I'm gonna Pay for power Wonderin' if I'm paying for mistakes I know I can grow it's never late I know I can do away with pride Rollin' with it's been a bumpy ride Rollin' with it's been a heavy weight Lord I'm tryna clear my plate off From these demons My old lifestyle had 'em feinin I did sin after sin Sin after sin Everything I ain't believe in I just thank God that I'm breathing Cuz there's some people that I wish Were still here And Lord I'm tryna heal So I know God got me When things would get rocky Please don't let me lose, control Inside Help me lose my pride And what doesn't kill me Can only help heal me Lord and I know I'm stronger I been through the war And I thank God I survived Through the war with me myself & I Lost my Daddy His life ended very sadly Thought I went through it all by myself Felt like I ain't have nobody else I was angry with my Momma Call it self created drama Call self inflicted trauma I love you Momma You should know that Ima clear my plate off From these demons My old lifestyle had 'em feinin I did sin after sin Sin after sin Everything I ain't believe in I just thank God that I'm breathing Cuz there's some people that I wish Were still here And Lord I'm tryna heal So I know God got me When things would get rocky Please don't let me lose, myself Inside Help me lose my pride And what doesn't kill me Can only help heal me Lord and I know I'm stronger I been through the war And I thank God I survived Through the war with me myself & I