In My Head

Working while you sleeping Can't believe I gotta work this way Feel a certain way And I'm always in a nervous state Keep on doubting me Motivate me in a perfect way They don't hear the growth In the music That I learned to make They don't see The blood, sweat, and tears That's I'm putting in Focused on what I'll become And never on what could of been People think they know me But they on the outside Looking in Soulful melodies And a monster with the pen As I paint the picture for you Take a dive inside my head Wondering if this is worth it Overthinking shit again Rather make 'em And create em Never ever follow trends Set examples for the kids I'll be an icon For the gen Alotta weight up on my shoulders Got no problem lifting weight If I gotta feed em all I might as well Just get em paid I don't think they listen To a single thing I gotta say Might go M.I.A. But I promise I'm ok Gotta get away Need improvement in my voice That's the only real solution I don't really got a choice I'm not looking for a bottle Or a drug to fill the void Cannot keep me silent Cause I'm here to make a lot of noise Now I'm wide awake So happy that I'm conscious Finally I'm listening And blocking out the nonsense Focused deposits Focused on the profit Had to clear my head So I gave up the narcotics (Hey) (Hey) (Hey, Hey) Tired of people critiquing me Be the same ones Who's scamming And gonna be leaking me So f*ck it Don't mean swish when I come with the bucket (Don't mean swish when I come with the bucket) Better believe That JROD is coming They living in fear I'm seeing em running I'm keeping it real I keep a hundred I'm talking the bills The money I'm thumbing And wifey a meal She giving me loving Hitting up Rios You know that he drumming My career just like a summit While you can plummet Means I'm elevating Daily on yo ass So focused on the future Not focused on the past But I'm in my head Not again Don't worry about some stupid shit And focus on the deads Working on my craft And you going through the motions Working on the music And not so much on promotion Looking for the formula And mixing up the potions Hope they staying true to me I really need devotion