LOVED ONES

Saver all my days cause I ain't really happy till the day ends When everything don't seem worth it An i now we never meant to be perfect Holding on my purpose Get a surface glimpse An i don't really know why they worship this Copping mechanisms that i keep equipped Post-traumatic stress an i can't forget An she can't forgive An girl, I just dont know what love is Doctor got me on drugs they keep me sick Everything is different when i take this shit Everything is different when i take this shit Told um I can stand on the back of my words Keep some medicine just to ration the curse Bin a couple of years with my feet up on turf Told um we gone get it any means that work Question if this rock bottom Looking at my worst Why feel like home when im looking at my hearse An Everything cold since my feet up on the dirt An i don't feel the high till my mood to low All chances in a row line up then they go An i know how it ends Swear i came too close Know a couple of loved ones turn To a ghost I aint like to look So my eyes stay closed We don't see the same things You ain't gonna change things Remember being young thought I had everything never was enough Knew I wanted more Spin-revolving doors keep my head in the clouds With my Feet in the frame But that's never bright Cause the difference Bin a faint line AN never cold feet when it's game time Know my expectations bin to high So i take everything you say by the thin line An i don't really feel the same Let the drugs hit your spine like a bullet in your brain Know i keep a little mix the numb with the pain Thanking god that I'm On this Earth Today it be a perfect grave You can write your will but the cursive stays An i already know what she gonna say Put your words away i know we worth the wait Running through these nights that we drown out Sipping on this cup got me slowed now I can keep you high when you come down An baby we dont ever gotta come down An Everything seems so real An everything Just don't feel the same everything just don't feel the same Told um we gone get it any means that work Question if this rock bottom Looking at my worst Why feel like home when im looking at my hearse An Everything cold since my feet up on the dirt An i don't feel the high till my mood to low All chances in a row line up then they go An i know how it ends Swear i came too close Know a couple of loved ones turn To a ghost I aint like to look So my eyes stay closed We don't see the same things You ain't gonna change things