Sober

And I can see it clear I'm in discussion with the stars about not belonging here They said they'll pick me up and maybe take me far from here I said whatever just as long as humans aren't as near Cause' that's all I fear And I can't stand myself when I'm sober So kill me now before it's over I said I can't stand myself when I'm sober So kill me now before it's over I said I can't stand myself when I'm sober Just know this love has turned me colder I taste the blood from my enemies Swear that shit give me energy When I'm down low I climb my way to the canopy Then I unload All of the shit I've been carrying In the gallows With my shadows I'm burying All the demons I've been hiding The friends that I done confided I helped them sharpen they blade And they turn around and stuck it Right inside my back Friendly fire attack I've been hearing all the whispers in the wind What's up with that Aye I can't stand myself when I'm sober So kill me now before it's over