addicted

I think my biggest fear other than dying is not being able to love anymore Because, like Love is the most important emotion for you to have Without love, like Your life has no purpose And if your life has no purpose What do you do? You say you're addicted Addicted girl just wait 'til you see the real me You say that you love me Say it to my face, you just wanna feel me You say that I'm crazy But you're even crazy for saying you need me You're losing your feelings I'm crying for help, can anyone hear me All of our love is turning to lust You play with my heart, don't know who to trust I'm crying in pain, the drugs are a must My happiness turned into frustration My body is achin', my innocence taken I thought I picked right turns out I was mistaken You left me forsaken You left me alone to burn in the cold You wanted the sex I just want you to hold Mistakes I've been making just say that I sold Our story is over nothing to unfold I'm running in circles this shit never ends I keep holding on but you wanna be friends You say we'll be fine but I wonder if I'll ever see you again Damn Yo sorry man I can't come, um I'm taking my girl out for dinner tonight Ayo man no worries, uhh Which girl? Sorry, what? Which girl you taking? You got like 20 Oh, um Distractions galore, don't know what they're for I need to get you off my mind Giving up hope, all I do is mope I don't think I'll ever be fine I'm dating more hoes, they take off their clothes I don't even know their name (Damn!) It all feels the same, the lust and the pain This circle of endless shame Need someone to ignite the flame Can't live like this it's all the same Need someone to show me they love me and let me love loving again