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Spent hours thinking 'bout you, had no one to speak out to I fell into depression 'cause I couldn't live without you I know it's been a year, but I still live with this fear That I'll never be able to talk to you again So please just sit and hear this You might've moved on with your life, but I live with all this strife How could you let me struggle all through the night You lit my life up like a party Is it too late to say sorry, damn It always felt like I would never be your number one Your friends were better, made me feel like I just wasn't fun You said you loved me but it felt like you just Said that just to make me feel better Spent all that time feeling under the weather, but I like being together I know I fucked up nothing new, didn't know what I should do Started drifting, heart in two Couldn't stand the thought of never seeing you again We ended off on heavy terms, we can't even be friends I'm sad but then again I know you're laughing at my pain, slowly falling like the rain I know I'm just not the same person that I used to be But even then I was worried 'bout you not choosing me I'm losing you, and I'm losing me Do I even cross your mind Cross your mind from time to time 'Cause you always seem fine Without me in your life Finally ran out of luck Guess I'm trapped now 'cause I can't even find the words to say to you You broke me down now I'm mature Say you're leaving, are you sure Guess I'm done You don't need me anymore