Homeless

Right under the bridge, that's where I live About 12 years ago wifey left with the kids Yeah I had a habit, a dependency automatic Nigga if it gets me high, I gotta have it Shoot up smoke it sniff it terrific I'm gifted Doing stick ups without a biscuit Just to get the cash at last a megeblast Standing on the corner for change I never asked Yeah, even the coldest days My lil cuz seen me last week and told his raise Now the whole family acting all shifty, it pissed me The f*ck off so I stepped off with the quick speed Fast in a hurry, saw my nigga Murray Said he got that wet wet make your vision blurry I had to hustle, snatch a chain it cause a tussle Yo, don't make me pull this thing out and bust ya I fought a war for the country I live Put my life on the line what else you want me to give Even thinking that this war was wrong I move along Just did my 3rd tour it's the same ole song By the time I come home all my babies are grown Wifey showing me eviction notes maybe I zoned Cause something happened, benefits it wasn't cracking 1st of the month, yo my whole family was packing Nowhere to stay sleeping in a Chevrolet Lucky if a hotel but it ain't everyday See I know the V.A. and GI-Go But my minds so twisted I don't see why go Delusional from Post-Traumatic stress Suicidal thoughts it's a massive test To have no food and shelter on any given night I need help god, cause I ain't living right tonight I walk in this Amerikkkan jungle Far away from home so I remain humble Cause the man that controls this land, I mean stole this land Will touch you with the coldest hands Ask the Indian, just look around and count how many's in Today's society I wouldn't get to twenty twin Their indigenous we were brought here Stripped of the culture and our language taught fear They said hate thy self and imitate my wealth Cause you'll never have it you'll just chase it but never have That never mattered cause we were bought then sold Bartered like sugar, clothing and even gold Told our religion was fake stripped of our name Now he calling me his like this is our gang You might see me on stage and it say J. sands