2018

Yeah, date back to 2018 You had me there in your team Your lifestyle wasn't my scene But I still tried to show that I'm keen, yeah You caught my eye like a dream Really had me up in my feelings Shit seemed like we were all clean But it all got changed like seasons And now I got reasons, yeah We were like three months in You went and met with some guy called Josh He was just a friend, was how I saw him But he had ulterior motives He tried to kiss you at Slim's Ain't it weird how you didn't mention that until we broke up I think You wanted to keep him around, yeah These things always have their hangups And we just couldn't hold it down So you kept him around as backup You said that we needed space But I can't go and touch no one else And I was cool to stick by that Till I heard that you weren't yourself And then you came back to me And told me that you got drunk one night and kissed him And I just remember your face and knew we're splitting Few weeks later then and you're dating him and I'm missing So I just took the L and moved on we just weren't fitting Yeah, fast forward to Feb this year I hit you up at like 10pm Asked you if you wanna come here And you parked outside and you came right in And I was just looking for fun But then you laid down and we just got talking And it really didn't take that long But after like 4 whole years it was sorted, yeah And then you came back the next day And you kept coming back it was like we were paused and then we linked up and pressed play And you were like a different person and I hope this time is different Maybe we weren't right before maybe all that we needed was all that distance But now I got trust issues and I'm finding it harder with trusting you I know that I should leave it all behind but if it happens again God knows I'm done with you And I'm working to leave that shit behind and let go of the past have fun with you I don't wanna remember those nights, I'd rather be under the sun with you But just give me time, I hope we can get this right And please don't think that I can't forgive you I'm just unsure if you'll still be mine But I'm working on it deep down inside and I know you've changed and you're not that type And I know that I'm needing to let that slide I just hope you meant what you said that night, cos