Mission Control

I know it's tough and we just tryna be enough But being knocked in the dust make it hard for me to trust He knows I'm on the edge with the demons I know what's right but instead I ain't deenin' Every inch of this world it feels heavenly My nefs and shaytan on they job so they sweatin' me Through the pain I attain appreciation Embrace the full word no shorthand abbreviation Tired of burdens so submit and be his servant If you want peace role with G but u gotta earn it No fleeting joy can ever cancel the blues No thick shorty could ever stand in her shoes All the bliss will feel better 'til it's through No amount of here can live forever and its true All up in this world battlin' fitna Whether hijab or livin' fast while we sip some I get it ya'll it's so hard and it's unfair And the road seems far and its none there And everybody lost and we done here Shunned here for being human but still one cares Even though we broken spit out lookin' hopeless Allah won't leave us stranded in this ocean So strap in and take off don't let it end us We fight against this dunya for that Jannah Lord I'm broken I'm tryna find my way back home I'm scared 'cause I feel all alone When I look up Lord I have done so much wrong But I know that you hear me Want you to smile on me, though im foul, show me Want ya love Allah, and please you, make you proud of me I feel down and ugly, when I bow humbly Too often I feel I failed what u rounded for me Now I'm hungry what Ya love I'm astounded of Ye Too lazy to move for You but You move mountains for me Some might hear this and say, jay you soundin' phony Allah knows tryna live to what he's mounted on me Mercy over wrath is what He said I'm tryna get back to the path before I'm dead Hangin' by my fingertips I need a real grip Slippin' hard in this dunya that's a field trip No chaperone I'm just actin alone Collapse at his throne with cracks in the backs of my bone I'm sorry, from a heathen to the master of thrones I was casted in the sea now I'm distracted and gone Life longs the journey my life wrongs they worry Almost there need a spare tryna right wrongs in hurry I owe you that heaven don't hold me back I'm lost lord please would you show me tracks And better my chances to have silver and gold mansions I submit to the king the only one who can grant this I need Your mercy please exert me And exonerate 'cause I'm weak and unworthy Lord I'm broken I'm tryna find my way back home I'm scared 'cause I feel all alone When I look up Lord I have done so much wrong But I know that you hear me Lord I'm broken I'm tryna find my way back home I'm scared 'cause I feel all alone When I look up Lord I have done so much wrong But I know that you hear me