Notebook

Yo All my thoughts are filled with self doubt (Self doubt) Self defeated every time I fell down (Fell down) Fake smile yeah you can't really tell now Yeah I wanna win but it's mostly L's now Hiding my scars underneath my sweaters Your boy need super glue to hold this life together Now I'm just stabbin in the dark I know those type of moves won't get you very far I feel like all my friends keep having fun they getting crazy That type of fun to me just feel a little dated I feel my body just don't like that contribution I'd rather have some substance than the substance I'm abusing (Facts) Too many friends of mine livin in dead ends They love the weekends f*ck a Monday in the am Without a purpose then we back to livin caveman Tryin to start a fire just to spark imagination Overthinking gotta let it go If I got something to say I'ma let you know Formulating all these thoughts in my notebook So I'm writing now writing all my feelings down (Let's go) Cause I'm overthinking gotta let it go If I got something to say I'ma let you know Formulating all these thoughts in my notebook Cause if I leave them in my mind that's just no good Overthinking my mind always roamin Thinkin ahead instead of living in the moment Tell me what's next and how I'm gettin where I'm going I don't really know man I don't really know it Working on my self betterment Kind of personal cause I don't really care who I'm better than Meanwhile you can catch me makin new friends Cause to my old friends I was just a means to an end Sometimes you just gotta let people go Yeah we were walking together but now we on different roads It's the end of an error that's why I wear different clothes Yeah I be self aware and only I know the code Every problem put it down trying to bury it It's good to have some friends yeah they double as a therapist If you keep them feelings in let them out no barriers Don't care about the judgement I don't really mind embarrassment Overthinking gotta let it go If I got something to say I'ma let you know Formulating all these thoughts in my notebook So I'm writing now writing all my feelings down (Let's go) Cause I'm overthinking gotta let it go If I got something to say I'ma let you know Formulating all these thoughts in my notebook Cause if I leave them in my mind that's just no good Overthinking gotta let it go If I got something to say Im'a let you know Formulating all these thoughts in my notebook So I'm writing now writing all my feelings down (Feelings down) Cause I'm overthinking gotta let it go If I got something to say I'ma let you know Formulating all these thoughts in my notebook Cause if I leave them in my mind that's just no good Overthinking gotta let it go Overthinking gotta let it go Writing all my feelings down (Lets go) Cause I'm overthinking gotta let it go If I got something to say I'ma let you know Formulating all these thoughts in my notebook Cause if I leave them in my mind that's just no good