Exhausted

(Chris you idiot, look at what you did!) It be so many times i'm feeling lost inside of all this shit This what it costs to be a boss, then have it, i don't want this shit I'm tryna flex my muscle I don't come from much, the things in life i want i gotta hustle I don't want no trouble, part of me just thought you would try to hold me down I don't wanna talk to niggas, hate it when they come around me They not getting money but they try to clown me Had to ask for space, it started feeling like i was surrounded If i'm a dog baby, why you tryna' hound me? Told me that you green and then i told you "i can dig that" Went and bought you flowers, yeah i did that Maybe i was trimn' I cant lie, the shit was cool when you would comment on my image Kinda hate that i ain't seen you in a minute, thats an issue Yeah i miss you but i cant come around, you really had me fucked up Z.roy even told me not to trust her I been doing better though i talked to God he told me that i lucked up Looking for the real and i found lust bruh Told you i been into getting paper and you know i gotta get it If a nigga ever got some shit to say, you know i'm wit' it Baby you know i be real with you, you fucking with the realest Man the shit you said been fucking wit my head, it got me spinning Come down to it, i know you wouldn't dime me out Knowing some niggas out here wanna slime me out, he acting out of line we had to time him out Told the bros its our time yeah the summers ours Remember we would be up on the phone for hours I'm tryna move on and i've been gone a while Might just try to call and see if the phone'll dial I been in my room, ain't had no room to smile You got all my songs, hope you don't lose the file Not gone pick and choose, i'ma let you decide, the distance made me lose my mind Codeine in my cup incase i started losing focus Think i'm better off without emotion, gave it all i got They see we some youngins' with a little motion Everywhere we go we got them poles in, all inside the spot I ain't texting back nobody i've been going through a lot It get worse when i'm not sober so i'm staying off the zot' It wont hurt as i get older, i've been hearing that a lot I been tryna cope wit money look at everything i bought "Shiest been on that shit again" "How you give you heart to people who wouldn't give a damn to f*ck around and try to do you in?" I just wanted you to win Even though you on the other side i pray to god that i don't ever have to see you end Been staying to my self, the brodies mad that i wont let 'em in I be good with losses, cause i'm knowing ima win again Gotta play the cross cause i've been living in this life of sin You know that i'm still coming if you ever call on me to spin Codeine in my cup incase i started losing focus Think im better off without emotion, gave it all i got They see we some youngins' with a little motion Everywhere we go we got them poles in, all inside the spot I ain't texting back nobody i've been going through a lot It get worse when i'm not sober so i'm staying off the zot' It wont hurt as i get older, i've been hearing that a lot I been tryna cope wit money look at everything i bought