Cessation

I'm having that dream again Where you've returned Doesn't matter the circumstance, though It'd have to be absurd Bled for my love, disdain all my sin I did a bad thing, but I had good intent Now I'm drowning down Covered in shame I can't believe that you're Still laying in wait When you feel your heart Abandon your pride Then you'll reach out to me The devil inside Pause indefinite Reflect on our lives The paths we're on were broken down by The drain of all our vice, oh I wish that I had a chance to explain I wish that you'd understand the logic in this pain For all I want is lost I don't get what if Ghosts of the past No longer exist I'm too broken down to fight The urge to give up Win or lose it all I never lost hope