This Feeling (feat. Joseph SD & HIS Hypeman Stract)

I never thought I'd be here again / another day with anxiety Fighting evil thoughts inside of my head Wishing I could just let it go shake the feeling, but then it grows It's a feeling deep inside of me refusing to let me go Palms sweaty feeling sick but (yo) I promise you I be trying To give my burdens to the Lord cause (man) I'm so tired of this crying My body shaking, taking pills that got prescribed by my doctor But I put my faith in Yeshua and lay it down at His alter Calling on His holy name / holding me up when I falter At times default to my culture When I be fighting alone Instead of calling on Messiah Sitting high on His thrown Feeling like Imma nuisance like young kids with the phones Finite mind compared to the one whose Devine Created stars in the universe and the human design I know I gotta place my trust in the one who defies time and in due time receive the peace that Christ will provide Deep inside of that water I was drowning But now I'm swimming Thought my life was over But I thank God for new beginnings Everyday I need His peace or I'll be a beast Like now I'm in the booth confessing like I should see a priest I be the least but I'm sharing when I see a fest Never the one to fold slacks so they can see the crease But I'm responsible for the acts till the sinner cease So I'm a chop at um wit a axe til the sinner reeks Atrocious how we embrace the psychosis Amazed by the cocoon never pruned to Mariposas Fly butter that's what we want why stutter No stick we wanna clip wire cutter Why do we hang our lives on the thoughts that a liar utter And admire what a… worldly man would consider treasure We measure our conscience based on the feel of pleasure Doing whatever we do in order to kill the pressure Of the dome split form thoughts I can't Rome wit To those we ETs can phone home with Deep inside of that water I was drowning But now I'm swimming Thought my life was over But I thank God for new beginnings Everyday