Silence

Darling I can't recall Taking in a little bit of alcohol Staring at the Polaroids you left on all The walls of my Apartment when You stayed the night And you can't breathe Choking on a little stick of nicotine You would always hate it when I said that you'd be better of Just chewing gum and taking walks But I don't want to be alone The thought of it turns me to stone I'm too scared to sleep alone When lights go off and curtains close I don't even really wanna say a word It's the prettiest silence I have ever heard You were standing there in the fading light I was worse for wear I was sore for sight I'm not even sure I would know what to say As I'm dragged away and I'm drugged up baby In the hazy fog of my Cobalt's beams I was good to you Are you here for me Are you here for me Take a little time to recollect Pick apart the pieces til there's nothing left Getting introspective but I swear that I still feel the same There's nothing fun bout playing games And back in town You were still there giving me the runaround Spinning me in circles And I think I would have gone insane if circumstances hadn't changed But I'm aware I'm growing old The younger me is dead and gone And I'm still scared to sleep alone When lights go off and you're not home I don't even really wanna say a word It's the prettiest silence I've ever heard You were standing there in the fading light I was worse for wear I was sore for sight I'm not even sure I would know what to say As I'm dragged away and I'm drugged up baby In the hazy fog of my Cobalt's beams I was good to you You're not here for me You're not here for me