it's my fault

I'm sorry I hurt you I'm sorry I made you bleed I didn't want To make those decisions Knowing I'd have to leave You said you hate me And I hope it's just a phase 'Cause now we're like brothers Fading to strangers Furthering empty space Fighting for hours But I wouldn't take the blame Maybe if sorry came sooner We'd be okay 'Cause now I'm alone Writing these sad songs Stare at my phone And hope that you're doing well Wishing I could just Give you a call But I said some words That I should have held back And held back a few things That I should have said Not sure if it helps a thing at all But it's my fault I feel so anxious While trying to be your friend Praying for answers Looking for reasons Hoping the struggle ends But I can be stubborn When trying to hold my tongue Talking in circles Pointing my finger Always the perfect one Fighting for hours But I wouldn't take the blame Maybe if sorry came sooner We'd be okay 'Cause now I'm alone Writing these sad songs Stare at my phone And hope that you're doing well Wishing I could just Give you a call But I said some words That I should have held back And held back a few things That I should have said Not sure if it helps a thing at all But it's my fault Ooooo Ooooo 'Cause now I'm alone Writing these sad songs Stare at my phone And hope that you're doing well Wishing I could just Give you a call But I said some words That I should have held back And held back a few things That I should have said Not sure if it helps a thing at all But I miss the moments Before all the madness When we were closer You were my brother Never thought that I would see us fall And it's my fault