final letter (freestyle)

I wasn't ready for this pressure when I started Carefully apply the pressure on the pad, and leaving heart aches Leaving the music scene - I promise you - it's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do because I'm working and I'm honest Niggas is very ominous, Take your life for a car and surprised when you have the mileage Still chasing the solace Still moving in silence Still ducking and dodging the drama But somehow, to my surprise, it always finds me, I'm ripping... Pages out of my rhyme book coz I'm shook at the fact that ya'll niggas just want hooks Your indecision leading you to not digest the Lyrics that 'Im scribbling Killing 'em and I'm still on the come up The sky's the limit, And I... Did this EP to try out something different I'm flipping the script a little to show you that I be different MY MUSIC: is in my veins, THE PAIN: is what I'm playing again I'M HERE TO GAIN So those are the three things Recorded this on the last day Forgot to smoke, you can settle that on an ashtray Recorded this on a bad day when J.J passed I don't know if I should be mad or I should be sad So I'm writing this letter, to say you're not dead as long as you're remembered forever Rest in Paradise For god to get rid of these parasites so we can have some sort of direction towards a better life Yeah So im writing this letter, to say you're not dead as long as you're remembered forevere Rest in Paradise For god to get rid of these parasites so we can have some sort of direction towards a better life Nah for real, I never know on what to do My nigga's uncle got killed by his community too He was allegedly accused for doing shit he ain't do I didn't know how to take it and so I'm here in the stu- And I, didn't know him, but the news really hit me Made me realize that you could die for someone from a distance It was crazy, I played it off though, could you blame me? I've been hella emotional making these songs lately So I, decide to go out of my way and never write it down And never speak on it Never let it fly out of my mouth But if I never tell a soul or maybe quiet down Nobody's gonna understand me when I'm quiet now I'm in my room trying to find the purpose of my presence I'd play around the thought that I could die at any second We fight a lot of inner battles, the pen is my weapon And if I die today, I hope that I'll be well-remembered So... So I'm writing this letter, to say you're not dead as long as you're remembered forever Rest in Paradise For god to get rid of these parasites so we can have some sort of direction towards a better life Yeah So I'm writing this letter, to say you're not dead as long as you're remembered forever Rest in Paradise For god to get rid of these parasites so we can have some sort of direction towards a better life And that's the crazy part man Honestly You never know You never do know I know this is a Valentine's day EP, but Honestly this whole thing was about LOVE My love for music The love that we should all show each other as humans And that's all I've been preaching See you guys... I don't know when Next stop, SHOOTER SZN (Prr!!)