Lighthouse

Welcome, yeah I ain't new to this shit I stood right behind the edges of cliffs I ain't slip, said that I would never go there again If I did, tell my parents that they raised a good kid But those trips that I took had me jumping the ship And my mind steer me to the jagged rocks all the time And I rhyme just to look for something I'll never find If I die, tell my brother, he should know that I tried If I die, tell my sister that it's gon' be alright, it's my time It's my time, and I'll shine Just like a lighthouse do, yeah Bruh, I know that I'm gonna make it through, yah It's my time, and I'm gon' shine Pedal backwards to the streets I used to live on Pass somebody, handlebars I tell 'em get on My future was never something they would bid on Now I look back as the past me getting shit on Lighthouse keeper, hit me on my beeper Thoughts is creeping, feed me anesthesia Wanna cry but the tears don't form, what you been on? I could dive in the bottle, it's got me pretty warm And I'm torn as a tattered flag in a storm, dawg Middle of the crowd, and I'm still alone, dawg Spitting venom, I had to get sentimental Put a show on for tonight Bitch I'm feeling like Jimmy Leno, ah I'm back to back with it Throwing hands on my Pacquaio shit I'm moving in, homie Y'all gon' have to pack ya shit Twin flame, I been searching for a match that flick Just dropped AWFUL SUMMER How he cheffed a batch that quick? Shit, I'm just preaching what I'm doing Go by many names, you could call me j. sula Aye J-O-S-H A-M-A S-U-L-A That's my name Call me if you wanna Long way from that awful summer Mr. Lonely, I'm feeling like Mr. Lover, huh Heart in pieces, my monument lookin' rubbled up Anxiety and apathy hitting a double dutch As I hit the clutch, I'm tryna watch the timing I stumbled down the mountain, gotta keep climbing Errybody in the building keep watching I'ma just keep on bossing, chees Five beats a day for three summers I do what I want when I wanna Try to act like a young hot stunna Six in the chamber, that's one big bummer, dawg