Affect Me (Letter to my brother)

Man they words dont affect me For So long I've been empty It was times I had nobody Thinking who was gonna Accept me Now theres bitches on my body All the hating niggas envy Yeah They tell me they love me but I know they want to end me The World turned against me Demons try to test me It was times almost died inside And no one there to help me Played that Block Hang with them Goons Shit got regular I ain't the best But Just know I give you the best me We was youngins on that block Playing cops and robbers They never knew That we would be the robbers We was steady going up And then they tried to stop us But they know They can never stop us Thinking to myself Like who's to blame For all the pain Try to find a way out I keep walking through the rain Yea I gotta stay out cause there's Money to be made Yea Don't f*ck with snitches Kill the witness Yea yea yea That's how we handle business I got shooters thats on call They riding in a sprinter And Free my Brother He had no control Hope he get a lighter sentence We was selling drugs So we can eat some dinner Yea Tryed to get paid So we could make an image Yea Glock 17 We Gotta keep it with us Yea We were serving feens just to make a living Yea I told Mama I can't be a victim Yea Niggas been through trauma Being in that system Yea Smoke away the pain So we could ease the feeling If you feel a way Then we gotta blick em Can't trust nobody I've been on my own And I wont talk about it I just let it go Trust me I will never dick ride They gon have to kill me Before I ever tell a lie Man they words dont affect me For So long I've been empty It was times I had nobody Thinking who was gonna Accept me Now theres bitches on my body All the hating Niggas envy Yeah They tell me they love me but I know they want to end me The World turned against me Demons try to test me It was times almost died inside And no one there to help me Played that Block Hang with them Goons Shit got regular I ain't the best But Just know I give you the best me