excuse me for bein' me

I swear I been trying, I been trying But now I feel like I'm losing control 'Cause I just be falling every time I'm just hoping that this pain will make me grow Grateful that I'm still here, counting my blessings Had to learn that letting go comes with acceptance Putting money on me now, self-invested Keeping my circle tight, can't trust niggas up in these trenches F*ck being modest, I'm patting my back, giving me credit I ain't stuck on regrets, living in the past, gotta keep it stepping It's a lonely journey, all up in my own, the colder it's getting Excuse me I'm just being me, telling my truth, you ain't gotta get it I swear I've been trying, I've been trying But now I feels like I'm losing control 'Cause I just be falling all the time I'm just hoping that this pain will make me grow