Im Up

I've been going manic Why can't nobody tell I'm in a panic But i guess i'm good at hiding it well The feelings tragic Tryna run away from myself Don't understand it But i knew it would collapse on itself I could've planned it I don't know maybe ask for some help Till i couldn't stand it Got tired of feeling just like i felt Years of abuse Self inflicted and it weighed on my health Just seek the truth Keep the mission and stay true to yourself Fantastic Now i learned to keep it pushing Right foot left foot straight to where i'm looking Bout to take the leap and i ain't looking for a cushion Deep inside the void i'm falling into the illusion (Uh) Now they asking what happened? Nothing much i'm rapping Taking my time and i'm following my passion Hear it get loud all their hands started clapping Bet Bet i'm up Find me inside cooking in the cut On the outside making shit erupt Making noise we don't give a f*ck You wanna threat? Then i'm up Tryna educate teaching em whats up Lemme get it straight i can switch it up I can demonstrate if i need to combust I gained a purpose Saw that there was people living in hell It's just the surface But i wont stop swinging just for no bell Feeling worthless Put in work like i've been up cant you tell But it ain't worth this Searching for a way to fix how i felt Feeling different this time I'm asking is it a sign? I'm on a quest to find the answers looking for the divine Start embracing what it is i'm stepping into the grind Standing moments from a heist i'm breaking into the mind Heart can lead the way just find a path and see it through Ain't no need to wait put trust that you can do it too Ask ya for a dance your following my every move Making it look easy, way you feeling on the groove I got something to prove Watch me step it 1, 2 I'm not afraid to lose Free to leave me a review Patience Thorough examination Coming for your space like its an alien invasion Bet Bet i'm up Find me inside cooking in the cut On the outside making shit erupt Making noise we don't give a f*ck You wanna threat? Then i'm up Tryna educate teaching em whats up Lemme get it straight i can switch it up I can demonstrate if i need to combust You wanna bet Bet i'm up Find me inside cooking in the cut On the outside making shit erupt Yeah we making noise we don't give a f*ck You wanna threat? Then i'm up Tryna educate teaching em whats up Lemme get it straight i can switch it up I can demonstrate if i need to combust