Wishes (Again?)

I don't really know you Don't know If I really wanna do this again And I don't really know you Don't know If I really wanna do this again It's been five plus years Let me get this shit off Got some extra baggage so I been afraid to lift off Gotta start over Now i'm just a little pissed off Trust is hard to earn I'm gettin older just a little So I gotta approach this shit with lots of caution Got to fix the parts of me that's broken Shit is deep the past is super potent Life a hard game And I need some more tokens I been Tryin alot Crying sometimes Violent at night Tossin, turnin, screamin, hurtin Silence is loud Drownin in doubt Now there's this girl Beautiful and full of hope Everything she do so foreign to me Guess I ain't used to the one that I need And she know the truth she know all about me It's real It's real Shouldn't be surprised by what I deserve She the one I need kick the rest to the curb Happening so fast Man this shit is a blurr It's real It's real Need that Need that Went and got some feedback Momma really fuckin with her And she really mean that She think she the one And I will never disagree there It's real It's real I don't really know you Don't know If I really wanna do this again And I don't really know you Don't know If I really wanna do this again