The Abyss

I've been sinking, falling, deeper into The abyss; and I wonder if I'll ever get to See the sun again, cuz it's so cold and so dark here I think I am going numb; this just might be my last Chance to tell you, before I am gone Can anyone hear me? Feels like I've been calling For weeks to get your attention, nothing is as What it seems; yeah you might see me smile But I'm far from alright, hidden in plain sight Is the tears and the pain, is the fear and the rage I just want to end it all, this could be my last call To you; I wanna say I'm sorry for letting you down And if you never knew it, all that I ever wanted Was to make you proud Look into my eyes, and tell me what it is you see Would you be surprised that there is nothing Left of me I've been sinking, falling, deeper into The abyss; and I wonder if I'll ever get to See the sun again, cuz it's so cold and so dark here I think I am going numb; this just might be my last Chance to tell you, before I am gone I feel like I've been here so long, I don't know what's Outside those walls; wish I knew what paradise was like Sometimes I see it when I close my eyes, I just wish I Could leave this place, spread my wings and fly far away I've even tried talking to God, but he never answers when I call his name; so what would you do put in my position? Don't you tell me there's another way, cuz you don't Understand what I'm feeling; I think that I've waited long Enough, and I can't take this anymore, this voice inside is Getting so much louder like "tell me what are you waiting for?!?" So I guess this is it, these'll be the last words ever left from my lips What a mess it'll be when I make my exit, didn't mean to do this to You but I was desperate; please know that I love you dearly and I'm So Sorry that I had to leave, please know that I love you dearly I love you dearly, I-I-I-I Look into my eyes, and tell me what it is you see Would you be surprised that there is nothing Left of me I've been sinking, falling, deeper into The abyss; and I wonder if I'll ever get to See the sun again, cuz it's so cold and so dark here I think I am going numb; this just might be my last Chance to tell you, before I am gone