Thunderstorm in E Major

I take a breath, and though it's fresh I still seem to struggle with my legs Stumbling along beside you There is a wall no one can see And honestly, sometimes, it lets me be But most times I'm far behind you But if I chose to go out There wouldn't be a doubt in my mind I would be just fine An insignificant kite Not high enough for the lightning storms To strike me down I'm nothing special, but why Isn't being human enough I am bare, I am scared, I will persevere And try to raise my voice Is it enough to block the noise down here I fill my room with a thousand little things And still it's been years since the joy that it brings Makes a dent in my head, makes a hole in this heart With heavy thunders at my door I listen to rain as it starts to pour Fight the drought, don't go out, and just drown in the storm 'Cause if I chose to go out There wouldn't be a doubt in my mind You would be just fine An insignificant light So why do I have to fight In a world so cruel and unfair You say I'm special, if that's true Why was I never enough I was here, I was there, and you didn't care Enough for me to stay Maybe I'll see a better day from here Your sky may be filled with stars But will it ever be bright enough to get you this far It sure as hell seems like this night is never gonna end You took what I kept inside Now it's something for everyone's eyes And though I thought it would better It was nothing but a fetter lost in Time