Legendz

Oh no, I don't see it clear Oh no, this fuckin' fear It's got a grip on me, yeah, yeah, it has a grip Lookin' back, tryin' to put together all the pieces Of my past, reevaluating every reason everything that I see Rest in peace to my people that be up in heaven And if I'm being honest, it's because I have been missing I know your looking down I know you guys are with me And to my father, I'm just hopin' that you hear me I need to straighten up, our monsters feed the same addiction What do I do when I'm feeling conflicted With every motherfuckin' decision that I make Why does everybody gotta take I'm to the point where I'm about to break They pushin' me to hate, my world be up in flames Fake the smile on my face, I ain't tryin' to explain Everything that I'm goin' through, I don't wanna bother you These burdens that I have are mine and that's the truth But I need to overcome them soon If I don't, I know they will consume, then I will be doomed I ain't tryin' to regret my life when I end up in a tomb So with that being said, I got some shit to do If you can relate to what I say, then this song goes to you I lay down my emotions every single time I'm in this booth Yeah, every single time I'm in this booth Gettin' goosebumps when I sing, I know you feel them too Yeah, the angels sittin' next to you Even when you feel alone and you're doin' everything on your own With nobody to lean on or a place to call home I want you to know that you are strong We all play the same game, just different levels Everybody battlin' a different type of devil, for real In this life, you gotta shoot to kill What I mean is take the wheel and f*ck how anybody feels I already know that my mind is sick and ill So what's the deal? Popping pills won't help me heal But trust, this fuckin' music will And still, I'm missin' all the drills I don't know how to feel, they can beat me down But they will never break me, I know that I've been lazy Depression has got me lately, down in a slump I've had enough, why am I stuck Like what the f*ck Oh no, I don't see clear Oh no, this fuckin' fear It's got a grip on me, yeah It's got a grip on me, yeah They just wanna see me bleedin(why, why) They just wanna see me bleedin(why, why) Why do they want me bleedin' Why do they want me bleedin' Twenty years of that, been in life I was taught some lessons that I had to learn in life This body might be mortal, but the spirit never dies I made a promise to my brothers, Connor and Ty I know you guys, both flyin' high And I'm still asking God why Did he have to take you at a young age I remember sittin' in the classroom when a homie mentioned your name He told me you had passed man, I thought that he was playin Turned out he wasn't playin A week before you hit me up, and asked, if I could kick it I said that I was busy, now damage is inflicted Because I went to go get high, and I'm the one that's guilty I won't ever get another chance to see you when it kills me And I'm the one that's guilty I won't ever get another chance to see you when it kills me And I'm the one that's guilty I don't know where my soul went I won't fold, cause I know that I hold more pain than what I've been showin Overthinkin' everything, my thoughts start implodin After that, there is emotion, and the tears get to rollin I know too many people that died from overdoses I think about them when I feel like overdosing I'm puttin' this emotion, get the f*ck up out my face If you don't know my motives, people say they will support you And really, they always boasting Loved it when I'm down, yet when I'm up, nobody noticed it I'm climbin' up this hill, it's not my fault, I've been exposed to it I'm switchin' roads so that, I don't feel so alone again I'm knowin' that I'm not the one that's in control of my own destiny But nonetheless, I'll still be goin' in This life, it is a blessing, so you gotta make the most of it Gotta make the most of it I used to sit and wonder if there was a reason for the fucked up shit to happen like it did Before it didn't make no sense, I'm lookin' through a different lens Now I see that everything just has a little relevance to what I'm doin' here I know that it appears, like I'm switchin' gears Go ghost and, then disappear So then I will see clear and get rid of all of this fear Cause I'm so done with feelin' like I'm boxed in I'm so done with always bein' locked in My head, when it tells me that I'm wrong, workin' on my calling Upset, put on the gloves and now I get to boxin Myself, tryin' to get him to acknowledge He won't ever say he's finished if he never even started I'm knowin' it will be harder not to end up like my father I already am and I know that Get it off my chest cause I'm tired, I thought you knew that I ain't givin' up, I'll create and make a new path Out of nothing, these assumptions won't ever make me hold back My dreams so close, I almost have it in my own grasp I'ma keep my life intact so I ain't broken like some old glass Ever since a youngin', I've always known that This life won't get the best of me But we'll bring out the best of me I'll be ten toes, two feet one deep till I'm six feet, yeah