Inner Thoughts

Girl I know I did you wrong So I gotta deal with the consequences yea Yeah this liquor kinda strong Got me writing bout my feelings yea And I hope you know baby I ain't mean to break your heart We suppose to grow together, all I did was push you far Far, far away baby cause I ain't do my part Should've been honest with you, honest from the start So I gotta take the L Maybe you'll forgive me, I don't know, time will tell I just hope you're doing better, hope you're doing well From the shit that I put you through You was better off in hell I miss them summer nights when I would stare right in your eyes And now I'm laying here wishing you were in my life But now I'm gettin' high So I can numb the pain and wipe the tears from eyes You was my ride or die Made me feel like I could fly You stayed right by my side And I cannot deny You're the love of my life You stayed right by my side How I could be so blind See I cannot let you go No matter how much it hurts Baby I cannot let you go Lets find a way to make this work I put my pain inside this verse Cause your love is like a curse I just hope you feel the same Hope you catch my drift, speed your way in my lane Cause I cannot escape these inner thoughts Never thought it would be this hard To move on Cause I cannot escape these inner thoughts So I keep on taking shots To move on Cause you're forever gone