Ice in the Cup

Ice in the cup Don’t give a f*ck Got another can Crack the bitch Fill her up Got another can Crack the bitch Fill her up Got another can Crack the bitch Fill her up Ice in the cup Don’t give a f*ck Got another can Crack the bitch Fill her up Got another can Crack the bitch Fill her up Got another can Crack the bitch Fill her up Every day I’m running looking right back at the past My feet breaking down from pressure don’t know if I’ll last Don’t know if I’m director or an extra in the cast Look at my decisions feel I’m going nowhere fast Friends are making moves and starting all of their careers I’m looking at my work and all I see is all my fears What if I can’t make it and I never hear those cheers On the wrong side of the barrel going hunting dressed as deer Maybe it’s a sign I’m on a path I should stay clear Like this wasn’t actually the real reason I was here I smoke a bowl Windex for the the brain to wipe it clear Lately it’s been harder looking myself in the mirror Ice in the cup Don’t give a f*ck Got another can Crack the bitch Fill her up Got another can Crack the bitch Fill her up Got another can Crack the bitch Fill her up Ice in the cup Don’t give a f*ck Got another can Crack the bitch Fill her up Got another can Crack the bitch Fill her up Got another can Crack the bitch Fill her up I’m losing my grip on this reality now I haven’t left my bed it beats reality now Disintegrating time planting seeds without a plow I wanna run away but I don’t got the know-how And self made walls are surrounding me now I tried climbing up em but keep falling back down Try to be the hero end up dressed as a clown Got me feeling like I’m Joker with the painted on frown This isn’t who I am, or who I thought that I would be But things in life are clearly almost never what they seem I swear to chase this dream that’s a bond tween you and me So I’ll make it out this shit and that’s a fucking guarantee Ice in the cup Don’t give a f*ck Got another can Crack the bitch Fill her up Got another can Crack the bitch Fill her up Got another can Crack the bitch Fill her up Ice in the cup Don’t give a f*ck Got another can Crack the bitch Fill her up Got another can Crack the bitch Fill her up Got another can Crack the bitch Fill her up Ugh