i'm so disturbed

Reading me so well I hate it I know you see in me a girl so complicated I try to hide I try, I try To care about my life, my life Read between the lines I know I can't keep fighting The failure of disguise I try but I can't hide, you know that I'm so I'm so disturbed I'm so I'm so disturbed Teasing me so bad, can't take it You dare abandon me, I'll crash your car and take it The way I feel inside, inside The trauma of my life, my life I can't control my mind But I have to keep trying The river in my eyes I know there's no denying I'm so I'm so disturbed I'm so I'm so disturbed