Happy Time

Yeah I know it's sucks But just let it go Take a seat and just kick it back And just let it Flow But I'm sick and tired of always I said let it go Let it wash all over you No need to make a show Yeah you were convinced that you did it Thought that you could stay committed But you only went to visit Just admit it that there isn't Any difference with this decision You pathetic-lazy-undisciplined Uncommitted, oh forget it It's ok you already know your place Go ahead and hit erase You will never make that date You will never lose that weight You will always be afraid You will always be a waste Go ahead and hit replay I'll remind everyday As you drown in your mistakes I will pound you till you break I will you crown with self-hate As I nail you to the stake All your failures you will face You will never rewake I'll forever apply the pressure till you suffocate Oh why I can't stay why I can't stay Where I know I'm me Cause I've been trying so long to be The hero of my dreams But I just can't escape the voices That are haunting me But maybe one day I will be there And finally be free Yeah, eyes wide open Lift my head from my pillow As I try not to soak in These broken, provoking Thoughts that are choking Knowing in one slip up My mind they're encroaching Hoping that I can evade the plot of the devil He takes shot and he revels Cause I'm so easily leveled I can't even get up I'm troubled I try to clear from the rubble But I'm already stuck on several Reasons to keep on shoveling This dirt in my grave Toss my hopes and dreams I've caved Into the lies that are killing my brain So many years I've been feeling restrained Cause I've known I've been filled With so much damn potential But I'll come up with a million reasons To always cancel Musics my passion yet I'm letting it rot on my mantle So I keep passing opportunities Cause I cannot handle The rejection cause affection Is what you need to give Cause acceptance is my essence It's what I need to live I just want to get away from you And do what I was always meant to do I wanna be the hero of my dreams Hero Hero Hero Hero Hero Oh why I can't stay why I can't stay Where I know I'm me Cause I've been trying so long to be The hero of my dreams But I just can't escape the voices That are haunting me But maybe one day I will be there And finally be free Oh why I can't stay why I can't stay Where I know I'm me Cause I've been trying so long to be The hero of my dreams But I just can't escape the voices That are haunting me But maybe one day I will be there And finally be free Oh why I can't stay why I can't stay Where I know I'm me Cause I've been trying so long to be The hero of my dreams But I just can't escape the voices That are haunting me But maybe one day I will be there And finally be free Oh why I can't stay why I can't stay Where I know I'm me Cause I've been trying so long to be The hero of my dreams But I just can't escape the voices That are haunting me But maybe one day I will be there And finally be free Happy time, happy time All I wanna do is live in happy time Happy time, happy time Why can't I just stay here